I let their words in
I let them get the best of me
Lying on the bathroom floor thinking there was nothing left in me
And there's a pain that comes when I look up and see that I'm not alone
My own struggle I am drowning in
And you should see the nights that I have lived through
The scars, the screams, the fights I let myself lose
I am imperfect
I am a human
I lose direction
But still the one thing I can't deny, screaming in my veins
is that life is worth living
I've still got a purpose when I can't see the reasons
there's still something inside of me saying:
"I can take the pain, bring it on, let it rain
it's only gonna make me better in the end
I'll take this broken heart
I'll pick it up every part
it's never too late to restart"
And I might fall but that won't change my mind
I choose to believe
it's worth the fight
I'm worth the fight
I won't let this take me down tonight
cause I know this spark inside could turn into a fire
and I can make it through tonight
even when it's killing me just to breathe
I know I can make it out of here
I'll keep my head up, I'll keep my voice strong
when my heart is weak and the night is long
even when it feels like there is nothing left in me
I won't let it get the best of me
I'll light a candle
bow my head and say a prayer
take a walk
breathe in the words and say
I'll be ok
